Thursday, October 26, 2006

chapter 7: remember harbor boulevard


"remember harbor boulevard,
the dreaming days where the mess was made?"
- "cool" gwen stefani

i don't much like gwen stefani,
but i love this song and i love this lyric.

becauseidoremember.

i contemplated today how many calories were in a single m&m,
then i thought,
i'm quite stupid really.

music: "durch den monsun" tokio hotel

god, i think i'm in love with bill kaulitz.
looking at his face is enough to make me want to swoon into a crumpled heap,
he's so beautiful i could die.

i was just waiting for sims 2 to finish installing. i might go on it in a minute.

you know,
i was reading now magazine,
and they had this picture of marianne berglund.
they called her "the living skeleton".
maybe i'm delusional, but she looks perfectly healthy to me.
in fact, i do quite envy her figure.
envyenvy.

BUT I'M NOT STUPID.

the latest craze, i've noticed, is bashing thin people.
i agree, it's sad that girls do starve themselves.
i do it.
but i'm not stupid! i'm not trying to get down to some ridiculous weight.
i'm not anorexic.
i'm not in denial. i know i'm thin,
but hey, i still wanna be thinner.
7.5 stone, and i'll be a happy bunny and won't go any further.
besides, i could never give up dairy milks.

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